Start a new Life..!!
I want to start a new life - a new
place, a new job, and new friends ... everything a fresh start. Problem is, if I
do this (and i probably will do it), i wonder if it's purely starting a new
life or is it running away from the old one? Because I’ve done this before many
times, i guess and every time I do this, I end up with broken push pole in sea
and tend to start a new one again.
I travelled a lot and seldom settled anywhere for long, 7 different junior schools in different states and same with my job. So if i messed up, no big deal - could always start over somewhere else. Sometimes i'd decide before arriving whether i'd be a perfect, a troublemaker or a confused. Always fun to role-play. Eventually i settled down in one place. We only moved three times in that state when i was still living at hostel, and i only went to 4 different schools, that’s pretty settled for me. Not sure i liked it though.
I travelled a lot and seldom settled anywhere for long, 7 different junior schools in different states and same with my job. So if i messed up, no big deal - could always start over somewhere else. Sometimes i'd decide before arriving whether i'd be a perfect, a troublemaker or a confused. Always fun to role-play. Eventually i settled down in one place. We only moved three times in that state when i was still living at hostel, and i only went to 4 different schools, that’s pretty settled for me. Not sure i liked it though.
During college and school time I made friends thinking last for decades but was a myth in my head. After that i moved away - away from home . Got on a bus and travelled all the way with 1 handbag to Pune. Found a job, a room and settled down, lasted over for 8 months. Then i moved again after trouble making with school friends. This time got the job at Ghaziabad; there I messed up with my school friend again, so time to move again LOL. Got new job at Nagpur at Reliance Infocomm. which again lasted for 8 months. And truly speaking, I wanted to move back to Pune and wind some unfinished windings but this time new company moved me to Mumbai. I'm not really good at commitments and responsibilities coz of this I am suffering a lot at my workplace, job, life, family.
But till now I have L(earned) one
thing. Speak less, Listen More. And this is going very well for me, as this giving
me time to analyze and learn more about human behavior.
So am I am running away? Or is a new life a healthy thing to go for?
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